Just Pain...

Like the blood itself spreading in every fiber inside of me...It will pass, it will...soon...Its just a feeling. Feelings will be over... I just wish, "they" don't have to lie...Thinking of it, everything I did in the past, still bring tears...But it will all soon come to pass...I HAVE MADE BIG, WRONG DECISIONS IN MY LIFE...I WAS MISLED...I FOLLOWED, MY FAULT...ALL MY FAULT...GOD GIVE ME DIRECTION...

Its What I need Everyday....

Peace of mind and peace in my heart...Peace of mind and peace in my heart...

In Times Like This....

Sometimes you have to pretend that you are happy and fine even if it is the opposite until you realize that your pretension help you move on...

let me alone...

three little words but mean so much...

this is one of those times when i really messed up...i felt like i don't do things right, at work, with my friends, with my loved ones, my family, my dreams, myself, and even in my blog...that as if the world is down on me, the sun frwoning on me, the nights darker, can't write nor say the right words for those with whom i talk with, no matter what, i mess up...i really mess up today...this year's a hard one i guess, well who can say the opposite?

"Letters and Messages from the Soul"

.........my bestfriend ann and i made an agreement to exchange letters or even short messages oncewe graduate from college....and here's what we've got....

..... माय सों

"my baby,
my pride,
my love,
my hope.
my life....."