Grow In God's Grace

ONE BIG MANNER AS NOT TO BE STAGNANT AND BE SNATCHED BY THE ENEMY (WORLD) IS START TO PLANTING SEED, BEAR FRUIT, LEGTHEN YOUR ROOTS AND BRANCHES SO AS TO HAVE TESTIMONIES GROWING AND TO KEEP HOLD UNTO. AMEN.

very filipino

bakit kaya ganun? sinasaktan mo lang sarili mo, sa mga bagay na napagdisisyonan mo na at nasabi pa sa iba, at kung kelan ito'y iyo ng iiwan at babaliwalain, masakit siya sa loob, nung una pa lang sana kasi wag mo ng sinubukan pa, lalo pat alam mong ikaw din ang dehado at wala kang mapapala, lalo pat alam mong kaw lang ang kawawa at mapaglalaruan, wala man ngyaring hindi kanais-nais, tratuhin mo ng meron, kailangan mong tanggapin dahil ito ang unang paraan para ikaw ay makalimot at ang loob ay gumaan, ng walang pagkukunwari sa araw-araw na pamumuhay...ang tanong, maniniwala pa ba ako? sa knaya? sa knaila? sa sarili ko? bat ganun? ano ba talaga ang para sakin? ano ang dapat kong gawin para ito'y malaman at masilayan? hindi ba sapat na ang paniniwala ko sa Panginoon at pagtitiwala sa Diyos sa mga plano Niya para sakin? kung natutuo lang sana akong magtiwala ng lubos-lubos sa Kanya, kung matuto lang sana akong magtiis at wag mapariwara sa mga maling disisyon sa buhay...kailangan kong magtiwala, magtiis, maghintay, magdasal, at gumawa ng mga kagustuhan ng Diyos, sa ganun alam kong magiging madali at magaan ang kalooban ko sa pamumuhay sa mundong ito...Panginoon, sana patnubayan Niyo po ako, at malapit Niyo ng ibigay ang para sakin, salamat po sa pang-unawa Niyo, sa pagpapatwad ng aking mga kasalanan, salamat sa peace na aking nararamdaman, sa ngalan ni Jesus, amen...

eVeRYdaY....

everything changes, anything is possible, every moment counts, a massive transition happens, small and big alike, could be an act, an uttered word, a gesture, a thought, a prayer...how wonderful every moment is, if shared with the right motive, with the right thought and desire, right plan, right way, right manner of doing...no matter what it is, the true and real enjoyment of every second with the Lord is different and totally unfathomable real happiness and contentment, for we will never be at this moment and time and place again...

The Potency of A Single Thing...

It could be words, it could be an act, and yet left an impression to one's life in ways we will only know when revealed.And the most frequently mentioned words later on is sorry and I wish, pray for more yesses instead...

Knowing...

when to keep quiet, when to talk, when to feel, when to be indifferent, when to be understanding, when to let go, when to give people a chance, when to suffer, when to be a part, when to just apply anything that life has shown and taught you so. Life is beautiful, life is wonderful when walk with total humility and understanding, with peace of mind and peace in our hearts, when to recognize the hands that hold and support you, when to be humane, when to be honest. Smile, and the whole world smiles at you...looks like I am getting to know and experience and starts to acknowledge the real essence of that line...

CV on Employment...

Degree: BS in Psychology from Don Mariano Marcos Memorial State University, Agoo, Philippines.

Master of Arts (15 units) in Guidance and Counselling, DMMMSU-Agoo, Phils.

Eligibility in Secondary Education (High School Teacher) major in Values Education -awarded by the Philippine Regulatory Commission.

Eleven (11) years in Service as a guidance counselor/psychology teacher/seretary/asst. registrar at Agoo Computer College, Agoo, La Union under the leadership of Engr. Alex Valdez and Mrs. Richelda Valdez.

Currently enrolled in Health and Social Care Levels 3 & 4 at Enhanced Care Training Center in Newport, Wales. And prospective employment at Culverhayes, Cedar Home Care, Bath, England, UK.

current activities...

Arrived at heathrow airport on the 3rd of december, 2009...the trip went well, food on board were great...enrolled in health and social care at enhanced care training center in Newport, Wales, currently staying in Bath, England with prospective employment at Cedar Home Care, Culverhayes, Bath...

THE FOUR AGREEMENTS BY DON MIGUEL RUIZ...

BE IMPECCABLE WITH YOUR WORD
"Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love."

DON'T TAKE ANYTHING PERSONALLY
"Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you wont be the victim of needless suffering."

DONT MAKE ASSUMPTIONS
"Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life."

ALWAYS DO YOUR BEST
"Your best is going to change from moment to moment; it will be different when you are healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgement, self-abuse, and regret."

THE FOUR AGREEMENTS BY DON MIGUEL RUIZ...

BE IMPECCABLE WITH YOUR WORDS
DON'T TAKE ANYTHING PERSONALLY
DON'T MAKE ASSUMPTIONS
ALWAYS DO YOUR BEST

Just Pain...

Like the blood itself spreading in every fiber inside of me...It will pass, it will...soon...Its just a feeling. Feelings will be over... I just wish, "they" don't have to lie...Thinking of it, everything I did in the past, still bring tears...But it will all soon come to pass...I HAVE MADE BIG, WRONG DECISIONS IN MY LIFE...I WAS MISLED...I FOLLOWED, MY FAULT...ALL MY FAULT...GOD GIVE ME DIRECTION...

Its What I need Everyday....

Peace of mind and peace in my heart...Peace of mind and peace in my heart...

In Times Like This....

Sometimes you have to pretend that you are happy and fine even if it is the opposite until you realize that your pretension help you move on...

let me alone...

three little words but mean so much...

this is one of those times when i really messed up...i felt like i don't do things right, at work, with my friends, with my loved ones, my family, my dreams, myself, and even in my blog...that as if the world is down on me, the sun frwoning on me, the nights darker, can't write nor say the right words for those with whom i talk with, no matter what, i mess up...i really mess up today...this year's a hard one i guess, well who can say the opposite?

"Letters and Messages from the Soul"

.........my bestfriend ann and i made an agreement to exchange letters or even short messages oncewe graduate from college....and here's what we've got....

..... माय सों

"my baby,
my pride,
my love,
my hope.
my life....."